I'm always the last to know
Jun. 16th, 2005 03:10 amWell, finally!
Let's hope he gets in some more acting lessons to go with those pecs, eh? :>
Have been quiet this past week or so. I thought my blockages/adhesions/all the crap that happened at Thanksgiving last year were back. *cue panic attacks and general freaking out* It worked itself out *ahem* and everything is pretty much as it should be, aside from a lot more fanfare when I head to the bathroom.
What scares me is the way I immediately plunge into a sucking black hole of despair whenever I don't feel good. I have always prided myself on having a very resilient personality, but now...Sunday I had to go and hide upstairs so I wouldn't scare Andy by having a very long crying jag/panic attack. I have an unhealthy fear of the pain, coupled with an unhealthy fear of becoming hooked on painkillers/pharmaceuticals, and I think that dichotomy is the root of my conflict. I am turning into my mother, slowly but surely.
But ANYWAY, I'm all better now and ready for HBP! I've been reading OotP - for only the second time - and I've found that actually, I like it. I am making up with CAPSLOCK!Harry and Umbridge is not nearly so annoying as a plot point the second time around. Andomgireallyreallymuststopwiththesnarryorillgonutters there is a lot of great UST tension and conflict between Harry and Snape, and I hope JKR keeps letting us see Snape's backstory. Squee.
Hey, where did
pottersandwich go?
Is there anyone in the Columbus area who *hasn't* seen Batman Returns and would want to meet up with me early Saturday afternoon to see it? I REALLY want to see it - I love the story of Batman - but Andy doesn't. Personally, I think he's just jealous of my mad love of Christian Bale. And the codpiece. :-P
I've been reading tons of stuff too, so I'll have a book review post up here soon. I know you're all orgasmic over that.
Oh, and I have been pwned by Erasure's newest release. Awesome stuff, good as their older material. /new wave junkie
Sending hugs to:
chickadilly
silverbookworm
likebunnies
teshara (teeth, ow!)
coramandragora
kirixchi
And good wishes to:
angylinni
writers_wrath
Now, bed.
Let's hope he gets in some more acting lessons to go with those pecs, eh? :>
Have been quiet this past week or so. I thought my blockages/adhesions/all the crap that happened at Thanksgiving last year were back. *cue panic attacks and general freaking out* It worked itself out *ahem* and everything is pretty much as it should be, aside from a lot more fanfare when I head to the bathroom.
What scares me is the way I immediately plunge into a sucking black hole of despair whenever I don't feel good. I have always prided myself on having a very resilient personality, but now...Sunday I had to go and hide upstairs so I wouldn't scare Andy by having a very long crying jag/panic attack. I have an unhealthy fear of the pain, coupled with an unhealthy fear of becoming hooked on painkillers/pharmaceuticals, and I think that dichotomy is the root of my conflict. I am turning into my mother, slowly but surely.
But ANYWAY, I'm all better now and ready for HBP! I've been reading OotP - for only the second time - and I've found that actually, I like it. I am making up with CAPSLOCK!Harry and Umbridge is not nearly so annoying as a plot point the second time around. And
Hey, where did
Is there anyone in the Columbus area who *hasn't* seen Batman Returns and would want to meet up with me early Saturday afternoon to see it? I REALLY want to see it - I love the story of Batman - but Andy doesn't. Personally, I think he's just jealous of my mad love of Christian Bale. And the codpiece. :-P
I've been reading tons of stuff too, so I'll have a book review post up here soon. I know you're all orgasmic over that.
Oh, and I have been pwned by Erasure's newest release. Awesome stuff, good as their older material. /new wave junkie
Sending hugs to:
And good wishes to:
Now, bed.
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Date: 2005-06-16 01:15 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2005-06-16 03:07 pm (UTC)And thanks for the good wishes! Turns out my interview is recheduled for Monday, though. :(