quidditchgrrl

Well, finally!

Let's hope he gets in some more acting lessons to go with those pecs, eh? :>

Have been quiet this past week or so. I thought my blockages/adhesions/all the crap that happened at Thanksgiving last year were back. *cue panic attacks and general freaking out* It worked itself out *ahem* and everything is pretty much as it should be, aside from a lot more fanfare when I head to the bathroom.

What scares me is the way I immediately plunge into a sucking black hole of despair whenever I don't feel good. I have always prided myself on having a very resilient personality, but now...Sunday I had to go and hide upstairs so I wouldn't scare Andy by having a very long crying jag/panic attack. I have an unhealthy fear of the pain, coupled with an unhealthy fear of becoming hooked on painkillers/pharmaceuticals, and I think that dichotomy is the root of my conflict. I am turning into my mother, slowly but surely.

But ANYWAY, I'm all better now and ready for HBP! I've been reading OotP - for only the second time - and I've found that actually, I like it. I am making up with CAPSLOCK!Harry and Umbridge is not nearly so annoying as a plot point the second time around. And ~~omgireallyreallymuststopwiththesnarryorillgonutters~~ there is a lot of great ~~UST~~ tension and conflict between Harry and Snape, and I hope JKR keeps letting us see Snape's backstory. Squee.

Hey, where did

pottersandwich go?

Is there anyone in the Columbus area who *hasn't* seen Batman Returns and would want to meet up with me early Saturday afternoon to see it? I REALLY want to see it - I love the story of Batman - but Andy doesn't. Personally, I think he's just jealous of my mad love of Christian Bale. And the codpiece. :-P

I've been reading tons of stuff too, so I'll have a book review post up here soon. I know you're all orgasmic over that.

Oh, and I have been pwned by Erasure's newest release. Awesome stuff, good as their older material. /new wave junkie

Sending hugs to:

chickadilly

silverbookworm

likebunnies

teshara (teeth, ow!)

coramandragora

kirixchi

And good wishes to:

angylinni

writers_wrath

Now, bed.