This weekend has been equal parts great and notso.
I had to pay the piper for not doing this month's deep-clean in stages at the Temple (spot vacuuming! leather cleaning! high dusting!), but the place looks great. This gig is turning out to be a great one.
I've spent a fair bit of time castigating myself about work. Until tonight, I didn't realize that I'd interviewed for the CML job in the early spring. I should have been looking to improve at least six months before that. Why? Complacence? Ego? Sheer dumbassery? I dunno.
Work Saturday sucked. So busy, short-staffed. I left for lunch and the place quite literally fell apart. Add that to feeling no one likes me at all (which the LM has stated is the case - why I listen to her, I don't know, but the insinuation hurts even if it isn't 100% true - perception is everything), and you get a person who is constantly anxious and marginalized.
Probably not the best time to start listening to Primal Leadership and having Daniel Goleman enumerate the various ways I fail at effective leadership.
BUT, all is not lost. Please to be directing your positive thoughts to my job search - I applied for a job at the Ohio Board of Regents, one at Ohio State, and one at Battelle King Ave. Tomorrow I'll call my former boss at Battelle West Jeff and see if she'd be willing to say nice things about me (which might be a stretch, all things considered, but I'm not going to beat myself up over things in the past that I can't change).
I went to lunch at North Market and chilled today. The Pad Thai from China Market has healing properties. :-9 I'm inclined to believe that even if I'm jumping ship late, I can still make it out alive. Somewhere there is a headboard to float on in the frigid seas (/bad Titanic reference)!
Tomorrow I'm driving down to Roundtown to the dentist - I have a tooth (one that I had a root canal on) that is scary black under the crown. Meeble.
Hope you all had a great weekend!
I had to pay the piper for not doing this month's deep-clean in stages at the Temple (spot vacuuming! leather cleaning! high dusting!), but the place looks great. This gig is turning out to be a great one.
I've spent a fair bit of time castigating myself about work. Until tonight, I didn't realize that I'd interviewed for the CML job in the early spring. I should have been looking to improve at least six months before that. Why? Complacence? Ego? Sheer dumbassery? I dunno.
Work Saturday sucked. So busy, short-staffed. I left for lunch and the place quite literally fell apart. Add that to feeling no one likes me at all (which the LM has stated is the case - why I listen to her, I don't know, but the insinuation hurts even if it isn't 100% true - perception is everything), and you get a person who is constantly anxious and marginalized.
Probably not the best time to start listening to Primal Leadership and having Daniel Goleman enumerate the various ways I fail at effective leadership.
BUT, all is not lost. Please to be directing your positive thoughts to my job search - I applied for a job at the Ohio Board of Regents, one at Ohio State, and one at Battelle King Ave. Tomorrow I'll call my former boss at Battelle West Jeff and see if she'd be willing to say nice things about me (which might be a stretch, all things considered, but I'm not going to beat myself up over things in the past that I can't change).
I went to lunch at North Market and chilled today. The Pad Thai from China Market has healing properties. :-9 I'm inclined to believe that even if I'm jumping ship late, I can still make it out alive. Somewhere there is a headboard to float on in the frigid seas (/bad Titanic reference)!
Tomorrow I'm driving down to Roundtown to the dentist - I have a tooth (one that I had a root canal on) that is scary black under the crown. Meeble.
Hope you all had a great weekend!