quidditchgrrl: (Deal with it!)
This weekend has been equal parts great and notso.

I had to pay the piper for not doing this month's deep-clean in stages at the Temple (spot vacuuming!  leather cleaning!  high dusting!), but the place looks great.  This gig is turning out to be a great one.

I've spent a fair bit of time castigating myself about work.  Until tonight, I didn't realize that I'd interviewed for the CML job in the early spring.  I should have been looking to improve at least six months before that.  Why?  Complacence?  Ego?  Sheer dumbassery?  I dunno.

Work Saturday sucked.  So busy, short-staffed.  I left for lunch and the place quite literally fell apart.  Add that to feeling no one likes me at all (which the LM has stated is the case - why I listen to her, I don't know, but the insinuation hurts even if it isn't 100% true - perception is everything), and you get a person who is constantly anxious and marginalized.

Probably not the best time to start listening to Primal Leadership and having Daniel Goleman enumerate the various ways I fail at effective leadership.

BUT, all is not lost.  Please to be directing your positive thoughts to my job search - I applied for a job at the Ohio Board of Regents, one at Ohio State, and one at Battelle King Ave.  Tomorrow I'll call my former boss at Battelle West Jeff and see if she'd be willing to say nice things about me (which might be a stretch, all things considered, but I'm not going to beat myself up over things in the past that I can't change).

I went to lunch at North Market and chilled today.  The Pad Thai from China Market has healing properties.  :-9  I'm inclined to believe that even if I'm jumping ship late, I can still make it out alive. Somewhere there is a headboard to float on in the frigid seas (/bad Titanic reference)!

Tomorrow I'm driving down to Roundtown to the dentist - I have a tooth (one that I had a root canal on) that is scary black under the crown.  Meeble.

Hope you all had a great weekend!
quidditchgrrl: (Peace)
I had an awesome day today. Today was a "safe and sane" halloween party thrown by the Mid-Ohio Workers Association. MWA is a private organization (so they aren't beholden to government strings/agendas) that advocates for low wage workers - seasonal and domestic workers, temp workers, migrant workers, etc. - to get them access to the benefits they deserve. People who take care of the old, the young, the sick, who pick your veggies, who ring up your groceries, and who keep those Wal-Mart prices low (while Wal-Mart gets billions in government welfare).

We packed bags of candy, hot dogs, potato chips, and ice cream (Jeni's!), then headed to what is arguably one of the poorest areas of the city - Mount Vernon Plaza. I totally got into the kids' energy and enthusiasm; they were SO much fun. We had relay races, freeze tag, face painting, masks/wigs, and coloring. The "parade" up and down the area was super-cute.

There were a couple of things that threatened to wipe the smile off my face, but I managed to put those things out of my mind. Several teenage girls were walking around with kids on their hips, and it took me a minute to realize that those were their kids. No older than 15, but they were completely unwilling to give those kids up for a second. The brothers and sisters got dumped off immediately, though! A couple of moms were trash-talking each other, but they finally got over it and chilled out.

The hugs and smiles were wonderful. I called one of my Rainbow Girls and told her how the day had gone, and I told the MWA coordinator that we would likely help with the Christmas party - it's the perfect thing for our girls. We really needed them for games today - 3 adults + 25 kids = chaos at all times.

I believe in the semi-tired adage, "give a man a fish, you feed him for a day. Teach him how to fish, and you feed him for a lifetime," but there are several different feelings about this:

Left-wing/liberal: They want to talk about the best way to teach fishing, what kind of rods are best to catch fish, and how to get everyone the same amount of fish regardless of their fishing skill

Right-wing/neo-con/conservative: "It's not MY job to teach people how to fish and damned if I'm going to contribute to buying poles!"

Then there's the small minority who says, "everyone grab a pole, let's tie flies and catch us some dinner!"

Caught lunch/dinner at North Market and found Pam's Market Popcorn. Simply popcorn heaven. I know what I'm getting my dad for his birthday! :-9 I also bought a little Christmas gift for [livejournal.com profile] rlanto.

That is, I think, quite enough.

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