I look at you and my blood boils hot, I feel my temperature rise...

[quidditchgrrl]

Have been inspired by lizabethy and claireyfairy1 to post up my fantasies. I don't think they're particularly unusual or anything. Posting them up for all and sundry to read is a tad bit intimidating, however.



Hm. My fantasies.

I have the general rape fantasy, with a twist - I like to imagine that I'm the aggressor, the 'male' part, if you will. I also enjoy the idea of an acquaintance 'forcing' himself on me - a very attractive acquaintance - and completely enjoying the experience.

Incest, third person (i.e. reading/thinking about two people related to each other but not to me) turns me on, especially father/daughter.

Those above, of course, are strictly mental fantasies. But they certainly do the trick. Power and control, power and control.

Biting. Not enough to break the skin, but more than a nibble. I am kinky, aren't I? *worries*

Threesome, although the experience I had was less than perfect in RL.

Having sex with a woman. *hears the cheers of straight males everywhere* It's intriguing, anyway. More areas to concentrate on, certainly. Could I request Keira Knightley? Or Thora Birch? Or..or..Shirley Manson? I have a list. :)

Damn, and that's not an exhaustive list. *cringes* I'll have to save the rest for another time... ;-)



ETA: It does remind me of eating lunch at Nimbus with chickadilly, hastyent and a couple from Alabama. The couple was so new to the fandom they had never even been beyond The Leaky Cauldron. You can imagine the three of us trying to explain fandom. The two of them were like O.o the entire time. I think we took them through slash, twincest, and the GT wankage before we got our checks. And they didn't run away screaming. :D

Comments

KinK?

[wildebeth.livejournal.com]

I am kinky, aren't I? *worries*

No worries! That's natural; nothing like getting primal to awaken the urges. Besides, there's nothing wrong with being kinky. (I would say that, wouldn't I?) That word has too many negative connotations.

Ha, you're braver than I am. I totally protected my post. I couldn't quite handle the idea of random people stumbling upon that post, especially since I just joined a "kentucky" community. Not the kind of thing you want your momma to find out about you. :P

Re: KinK?

[quidditchgrrl.livejournal.com]

*shrug* Only a couple of RL people read my journal. And they all know my perversions. :D

If anyone has a problem with me, they might as well have all the information up front.

[tonksnymphadora.livejournal.com]

Threesome, although the experience I had was less than perfect in RL.

My experience pretty much ruined me.

Above the fact I think I was dealing with someone extremely naive with the man, the woman was just a completely dingbat. I don't like being in control yet I had to be.

But I know about wanting to have sex with women. *growls* There are some women I just wanna get down with. Mmmmm, break me off a piece of that.

[quidditchgrrl.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I had to deal with two young guys who were too immature to keep their mouths shut. Totally ruined the experience for me.

[tonksnymphadora.livejournal.com]

thats a shame :(

[archchancellor.livejournal.com]

3 things.

Threesome,

YAY!

Having sex with a woman. *hears the cheers of straight males everywhere*

Hee hee YAY! *runs around doing the happy dance*

I have the general rape fantasy,

What the fuck? Women think of this? I thought this was made up my stypid men. The last time I heard this was after a rape case I was working on last year. I broke the guy nose.

[quidditchgrrl.livejournal.com]

Understand that the rape fantasy is just that, and only that. It's more of a subconscious thing, I think, and certainly not something that I would ever wish upon anyone in real life.

The reality is far, far from what goes on in my head. It's all idealized and really, it ends up being the *woman* in control of the situation.

Gah, I always have such a hard time explaining this without getting too graphic. It's not a rape in the sense of the reality, let's put it that way.

Anyone who thinks that a woman *wants* to be raped in RL needs his nose broken, so thanks for that! :)

[archchancellor.livejournal.com]

No problem. :)

I have to say I really do not understand what you are getting at.

[devulgari.livejournal.com]

It seems to me that the rape fantasy has nothing to do with the clinical or criminal sense of the word. It's more about not having to apologize for having experienced something, about having the burden of choice and responsibility removed from you for the duration of the fantasy. It could be about much much more, but while choice and responsibility are wonderful things most of the time they do assume the onus of more work, and a burden it would be nice to be rid of if only for a little while. It's like taking the idea of "he took care of everything" to an absurdist level, giving your mind permission to imagine things that for some reason you've decided nice girls don't do. Rape fantasy might be a misnomer, but it works, to a point, and it will probably stick. It's nothing to do with mens' sick idea that women want to be really raped.

[archchancellor.livejournal.com]

Hmmmmm okay I am putting rape fantasy in the file maked strange shit women do.

[quidditchgrrl.livejournal.com]

Or, strange shit women think about but don't do...

[archchancellor.livejournal.com]

You know what I mean.

[quidditchgrrl.livejournal.com]

Oh dear! You do worry me sometimes, Cam! :-D

[quidditchgrrl.livejournal.com]

*veers crazily at wheel of purple triple-decker bus*

Whee! The damned are all here! <3